Confessions of A Girl Named Swan *.^

Back in action!! shoo shoo lazy bugs!!

2010-07-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

After months and months of resting and playing around..I'm now back in action^^ weee~~

Wow.. suddenly feel so great and fresh towards my blog, perhaps it's has been some time since I last blogged.

kay~~I was so confused when I found out so many strangers commented stupid, funny and nonsense things in my previous blog. Neway..like it or not, I'm back ~~and here's my stories.. hehe:D

For your information, I am now pursuing my second year degree of B.Ed TESOL in Macquarie University, New South Wales, Australia .. huhu.. sorry, didn't blog and update for so so so long le...of course you have missed out lots of my stories for a semester.. sorry la ya.. haha.. i was thinking want to post all my stories up here when I'm free... but then I'm too busy (Lazy is the main reasons) there're too many of them.. soooo.. hehe.. biarjelah (let it be la) :P lalalala~~... LAZY BUG I AM!! XD

Anyway, after staying here for almost half a year, there should be something which i have discovered here right? hehe..kay, let's make a conclusion for my first semester:)
Hmpn.. what should I say??? *tick tock tick tock*

Previously, before I came here.. I have huge hopes towards everything that will happen that in this land..
I was imagining that studying here would be great and different than back in my country.
everything was sugarcoated with good and fun stuffs as everything I will do and face will be totally free and fun.
I'm free from my institute's HEP ~.~ weee~ *though it's only for two years...aih*
I'm free to wear anything....well, in terms of outfits to class la I meant.. I no longer have to wear formal clothes everyday to class...=.= clothes which are so so formal and make me looked older..I prefer wearing jeans and casual clothes actually... aih, I hope there will be no rules for teachers to wear formal to teaching in future..*dreaming*
I'm free to go out and come back home anytime I like, no more weird weird drunked pakcik guards who look at us in kind of a face (tengok semacam) everytime we walk out from our hostel.. HATE THEM!!
I'm freee to cook in the kitchen~ free to hang out at night ~ freee~~weee...
everything was imagined in happy happy mood ..
(kay..except I will be away from my beloved family and him.. that's not happy at all..boohoo...)

so .. here am I, rotting in my room, my house, together with my housemates, Tracy X.X... things doesn't turn out exactly what we expected before we fly .. hahaha..yup.. undeniable, over here, there are a lot alot of things which impressed and interested me ^^, there are a lot of new experience which I have been through~ but then still..the only thing which is lack here is THERE IS NO NITE LIFE IN KOALA LAND!! =.=wawawah...

haih. what to do.. over here, shops close at 5pm everyday, except Thursday, shops close at 8pm... and that is still EARLY!! wawawawa..~~~
ohhh.. how much i miss Mamak stall back in M'sia..

how much i miss pasar malam ~~
shopping mall which only will be closed at 10pm~

so what did the people here do after 5pm? go back home lu... to accompany their family..awww~
perhaps people here are more family conscious, which is also a good thing i think :) ehhe ^^
the only outdoor night life which I noticed here was clubbing and pubbing.. woohoo~~
fun huh? hmm.. quite okla^^ hehe.. been there for a couple of times.. cool and nice^^ enjoy too~
hohoho..
anyway, so far my life here still good la.. haha.. I'm becoming fatter each day ~.~ and i think i should start worrying by now.. :( *guess will join gym soon* huhu..

hahaha.. that's not conclusion for my semester=.='' swt..just noticed I was crapping ..klay.. that's all crap for today ..lols..better stop before i crap more nonsense... :D
heeee.. got to go, going to play monopoly with Miss Tracy~~
buai~ XOXO

New start~ New start~

2010-04-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

"Ughh!! Stop it!! I ‘m already fed up with u!!

After so many times of breaking up and getting back to you, I’m already fed up!! Totally FED UP with you !!You know what? You are so so boring!! NAH!! I give you a new skin, Bloggie!!"

Weeee… finally I decided to restart my relationship with my blog^^after so many months of abandoning and get back commited to it~ somehow, I felt I’m very cruel for treating her like that.. huhu~ She is now starting to berkarat (get rusty in english)-.-''

So so sorry la.. Kayla.. I changed my blog’s skin... hopefully I will get my interest back to blog ^^ hehe^^

That's all for nw .. tuluuu~~

Updated stories - Part 2

2010-01-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

Haih..boring boring night~~~

jom continue my stories part 2...hehe^^

24 Nov 2009 - R.I.P my beloved granpa

Woke up early in the morning, have very bad feeling when I saw the lights in my house were all lighted on, both of my parents were not in the house... suddenly gt a call from people from the funeral service centre. and what a lame damn joke , that crazy guy told me that it was my grandma..... told my sis and my sis burst into tears T.T ..I was very scared and couldn't believe what had happened, I was blanked and rushed to my granpa's house which is a stone throw from my home after making a few calls to Bikkie and my uncle. I thought it was my grandma till I reached my grandpa's house and saw my grandma was sitting at the sofa looking fine while the rest were sobbing and calling my grandpa....kay~ that's the time I only knew that my grandpa had gone away...what a lame joke I had that morning.... gosh!! It's not funny kay~~ My grandpa had passed away, peacefully that morning, I will miss him very much~~ R.I.P , gong gong :'(

Thx to all my friends who supported me and accompanied me and my family to go through the hard time ~ thx especially to my bikkie, who had actually sacrificed his trip to Cameron with his friend to accompany me... thx to all of you...muacx and love u all=)

18 December 2009 - A day to remember for both of us

It was the day I officially become his girlfriend, the day I was no longer single nor available.^^ Well, actually the date was not supposed on 18th of December...it should be weeks earlier I guess...kay,blame who?? blame my blurness and slowness, haih...*my closed friends know this story, well, i dun like to repeat le, haha.. it's quite embarrassing anyway.. haha=.=''* one word to describe my story, funny ....most of my friends said cute wor.. I'm not sure about it though...lols.. Anyway, happy getting together to both of us^^ love u, Bikkie ^^

p/s: Bikkie is another name for biscuit in Aussie, his friends calling

him "Ah Pia"(biscuit in hokkien language) , but I decided to call him bikkie, cuter:P

23 Dec 2009-26 Dec 2009 -Family trip'09

At first my dad planned to have a trip to Pulau Langkawi to shop for his chocolates, however due to full house for all the hotels over there, my dad decided to change another locations which are Genting Highlands and Sunway Lagoon.

Genting Highlands

Went to Genting Highlands and the first day, well, the trip wasn't so nice(for my sis lar, me still fine as I slept and online in the room for the whole afternoon,lols..:S), the weather was bad and there were too much of haze, my sis couldn't play in the theme park at all, in the end , we all have a long afternoon nap in the room till 7 pm...lols..

Sunway Hotel , Pyramid+ Lagoon

That was nice^^ hehe... went to count down christmas with crazy KL people... well, I now know that Malaysia has a special culture (or shud I say norms??) for count down... teenagers nowadays enjoy using the bubble spray thingy everytime there is a count down..swt=.=''

Well, frankly , I dun really enjoy counting down that night as ..gosh~~ crazy man~ imagine the time u are going to scream "Merry Christmas" at12 midnight, there are bubble coming down from the sky and u cnt scream at all as you will tertelan or termakan those toxic bubbles when u scream...o.o (notice: I wrote toxic bubbles) the bubbles were made of some dangerous chemical and very toxic .. becareful next time u use it... hey,I'm not protesting about using those sprays yea...it's your rights to have fun when u count down, it's just that for me, i dun like the spraying ceremony, everything is fine^^I just want everybody to be safe ^^ no offence yea..no offence:) hehe

Seremban and Melacca

After hanging at Sunway for one day and a half, we went to my auntie's house which is situated at Seremban and have a stay^^ only one night though ... haih...however, i still have the chance to meet with my biao jie ..^^ take care yea, biao jie.. and sorry for couldn't go to NTU to watch your international-dance competition(national state)..huhu.. next time would want you and your "tian xia di yi deng" (Ethan)to dance in front of me... tell him that I will insist you both to dance~~lalalala~~

speaking of Melacca, geram lo... reminds me of Christopher ... ishh!! I sms him to take me out for food hunting when I was there...and what he did to me??!! I only gt his reply message 5 days later.. what the..... all because of his stupid phone... so slow ..swt-.-'' Chris~~ buang your phone lar!! haish~~caused me to miss a chance to ask you to belanja me...blek:P

tudia~~suddenly I write so much..duh~~ I tot I was going to "touch and go" my stories nia leh... lols.. kayla, that's all for now^^ *Roger and off*

Updated stories- Part 1

2010-01-26T00:28:00.000-08:00

As I have mentioned in my previous post,I will update some of my stories in the past few months in this post...

Below are some of the highlights for my stories~

05 OCT 2009 - TESOL-TESL-PI Family Raya feast

mua costume for that night~~:)

Location: Cititel Hotel

It was a great night for Tesol-Tesl group,and I was glad to see the whole family were there. That was the last time my cohort gathered with Tesl Cohort 2 and PI

juniors Cohort 3 before we all took our finals and prepared to fly to Australia on this Febuary. take care ya.. my juniors^^ will miss you all much much^^

09 Oct 2009 - My birthday celebration ^^

me and him^^

and we saw the other three over the other side~

the "kopek udang" scene...lol

At first, my buddies, Eiwa, Farah and Asfarina have promised to hang out and celebrate my birthday. But then at the same time, he wants to celebrate my birthday with me too... and that's the day he free , so instead of having one party disappointed, we decided to hang out together. That was the first time he hang out with my college friends ^^ First time Eiwa tertarik to him because of he "kopek udang" for her ..lols..funny la..Anyway, thx to them, I had a wonderful birthday celebrated~~wee.. hehe.... happy lu..XOXO for each of you^^

16 Nov 2009-19 Nov 2009 BTN (Biro TataNegara) Camp

four of us, Sarah "pit"jor.. lol..

My hostel room during the camp

My Cohort with another cohort from IPIK (Institute Perguruan Ilmu Khas) attended the camp.

compred to my previous camp, this camp is much much more nicer ^^ hehe.. have a memorable moment over there... reminds me my first night over there.. haha.. Tracy and I cannot sleep well.. and we actually did something to help us to sleep. well, I guess I dun need to tell too details la..(hor Tracy hor:P) hahaha.. dun think too much yea...*will tell u if u 'shi di xia' ask me bout it :)*

Kayla.. that's all for my first part of my previous stories.. hehe^^ will tell u all in my next post^^

My story continues~~ hello to my bloggie ^^ blahaha..

2010-01-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

Ahem hem.. hem...

Ermmm....A thousand sorr'ies' to my bloggie..... I have abandoned u here for erm.. three months at least...haih.. so sorry yea...so kelian la..=.=

Ouw.. hi,people out there^^ It's me,Swan^^ I'm back again~~ After a few months of being a "sleeping Swan" ~~

Honestly I felt guilty when I was writing this post. I only recalled that I actually had a blog when I accidentally hit one of my friend's blog link and read it...

Oh...my bloggie must have been very lonely here..*emotional T.T*

There~ there~sayang u~ I change u a new skin^^ wee~~love love de leh.. *duh~ gedik me~*

So now I'm back, and since u all have missed my-few-months-ago-story..so i guesss.....

I won't write it la...erm.. maybe will write a few memorable ones hehe

lazy neh... so many to update..=.='' what I would like to say is , many things had happened for the past few months ....^^ Haiyah~~will tell you the story after this la.. kaylah..that's all for now..tuluu >.<

The world largest garbage landfill on the sea ~~

2009-09-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

Just some sharings ~~^^

Bird flu disease>>> Chickens are not safe to be eaten~
Influenza H1N1 (some parties believe, the origin comes from boar *swt-.-*) >>> Pork are not safe to be eaten ~
Brucella Abortus Disease>>> Beefs are not safe to be eaten~
Now what?? The great garbage patch>> Marine food are dangerous to be consumed~
There's no longer "safe" meat for us.. people, jom jadi vegetarians!!!swt-.-''

Ever heard of The Great Garbage Patch ?? <<<(click here if you want to know more) Well, this is it~~~

Garbage Patch is a swirling floating garbage in the sea which it is made up of plastic bags, bottles and debris. It can stretch for hundreds of miles across the North Pacific Ocean, forming a nebulous, floating junk yard on the high seas.

Do not underestimate the small plastic bags or plastic bottles caps which we use to throw all around the places. Unlike most other rubbish, plastic is not biodegradable. Sunlight will gradually photodegrade the plastic's subtances and turn the plastic into smaller pieces, and worst, those tiny plastics may be eaten by small marine animals or even tiny organisms, and eventually ruining our food chain.

It is quite scary when I saw this video..duh~
People, if you care for your planet, please spend four minutes on the video and do spread the info to the people around you ^^ thx

Swan was poisoned by the zombies -.-''

2009-09-24T21:48:00.000-07:00

Well... just like how my tittle of my post mentioned...
I was poisoned by the zoombies... and I'm now addicted to it... NOOO!!!

hehe... Actually it is a game named Plants VS Zombies

Guys, if you like the game Zuma, you got to try this games... nice^^
love it *.*
Too lazy to write the description of this game.. afterall it is a war between plants and zoobies where we will become the plants and the pc will become the stupid zombies..*ops*

Here are some of the scenes of the game...

Do go search and download for the game if you are interested^^

kayla..that's all.. gotta go now.. the zombies are waiting for me^^hehe...tulu~~~

BFF ~>Breaking Fast Fun ^_^

2009-09-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

It was 2 Tesol 3 BFF (Breaking Fast Fun) night ~~ My class members decided to hold a small breaking fast party somewhere outside our campus.

Our chosen location --->Pak Hussin Tom Yam Restaurant

Erm...erm.. Not much to crap on ...

Let us just sit back and let the pictures tell the story^^
Below are some of the captures of the day

Our arrival~~

Camwhoring while waiting for the time to break fast ^^

Tracy >> desperate-for-food look ...

The most excited one @Aliah became the time keeper of the day^^
Let's take a look on the food...yummm...erm....

I guess I already know why the whole process is called break fast/ buka puasa(in Malay language)

We need to 'buka' (unpack) the food to break our fast ~~~swt-.-''

woooish~~ see how quick zawa and zahida unpacked the food...-.-''

One minute before breaking fast~~

One minute later>>> no more talking nor craping, the sound of the battle of spoons and forks was the only thing we heard at that moment.

and the food battle began~~~

Result>>The food 'vanished' in less than 15 minutes!!!...(well, u can see how hungry were we)
Now let's spot the difference~~
Before >>>

After >>>

That's all for the night~~Thanks to all the "fast-breakers" for giving full commitment and participations, 2 Tesol 3 managed to held a small celebration to break fast together

p/s: would like to take this opportunity to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslims friends.^^ Sorry if i have done any mistake during the year^^

The idea of singing aliens??

2009-09-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

Just want to share this...nice^^
I knew it from my daddy..

"You are about to hear pure human vocals. No Instrument. No sound effects. Pure and Live!!!"

Who are them??
They are>>> The Voca People

The Voca People is a new international voca theater performance which it is a combination a group of 8 talented music-actors, 3 best female sounds(alt, mezzo, soprano), 3 male singers (bass, baritone, tenor) plus 2 beatbox artists.
It is amazing!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6EYrqIn0yI&feature=related

The case of been haunted~~~ Scary man!!

2009-09-18T10:51:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been haunted by something?
I mean 'something'....'something' which will cause you into troubles, will eventually make you phobia...You might suddenly become very crazy~ or even become frustrated?
Well.. I did~
Here I would like to share my own real experience with all of you...
Because of this problem...
I have suffered a lot~~

I was.... Physically suffered>>>> I had red eyes... dark circles.. my skin becomes very dry and not
moisturised~
Emotionally suffered>>>> I was depressed~ and nearly cried into tears...T.T
Mentally suffered>>>>My mind was blanked~~
Spiritually suffered>>>>I could hardly concentrate during the lecture~~ My mind was not with me when I was watching TV or having dinner with my family...I felt guilty because of this problem .... I didn't really enjoy my semester break with my family members..

I could hardly sleep well in the night....
and even I slept, I only managed to sleep for 3 to 4 hours... haiz -.-'''
I felt helpless and don't know how to face it ~~

Worst!!! This kind of problem not only happened to me, but also to my friends and buddies as well!!!

In simple words~~

It is scary!!
Horrifying !!! Intimidating~ Terrifying!! Traumatic!!
Now it was over~~~ I just hope that next time it would not fear me that much...

Trust me,people.. You wouldn't going to like this...

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Written assignments!!!!

Damn it!!! cause me suffered for a month!!

1... 2... 3... Mask on, people~

2009-08-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

Damn!!! Now everyone is advised to wear a mask whenever going out in order to prevent ourselves from virus~~

Hmpn.. reminds me our up-coming Tesl Night's theme: 'Arabic/ Mask parade(or whatever the name it is lar, the point is the mask)XD

That's a good idea!! Perhaps ... we can wear a real mask to the party this time!! i mean the 'real' one which looks like this..
haha.. nice one!!

and..... that thanks to the H1N1 virus...

Gosh!! I hate it~

I hate wearing mask !!!

Why?
It is suffocating!!~~and very 'ma huan' and...and.. the most importantly...

It is hard for me to do posing for my 'self-obsessed' photos...
See?? I was actually smiling happily^^.. and now I see nothing but a mask covered half of my cute face!! nooooo....~~ *sob sob*

Reflect !! Human ... Reflect!!

2009-08-03T04:15:00.000-07:00

Just received message from Yus through Msn....
One of my coursemate, Atiq has been confirmed H1N1 positive...
Oh man~ the virus is spreading damn fast~~
I hate it so much.. and I think I want to express my anger here ..

Haiz.. i think it's now time for we, human to reflect ourselves...
I believe that everything that happens, comes with reasons...
we human should know it well....
People .. stop your work!! and just turn around~
have a look around us..

What is happening now?
Spreading diseases~ Global warming~ Climate Change~
Who is suffering?
We, the human..pity the innocent one!!!
and what is the cause for all of these?
People ~ we should know the answer very well!!
Reflect ppl ~ REFLECT!!
I know a lot of times we human might very busy in our works and I know money is very important to us ...
but sometimes ... please don't be so individualistic!!
think of..
Our only home(earth)!!
Our future!!
and Our children!!

Do please remember: Everything happens with reasons...
People... please reflect on what u have done ...
to yourself, your family, your country and your home, the earth!!!

Stop being individualistic!!!

Please contribute something to make our home a better place~~

*sorry i don't know how to express my anger using very nice description....

SK Sri Peaceful XD >>> SChOOl ExPeRiEnCe #2#

2009-08-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

My S.E school....

A school...
with peaceful compound..

peaceful classrooms,

peaceful staffroom,

peaceful office,

peaceful garden,

peaceful learning environment,

peaceful counseling room

peaceful canteen..
and....
also
not-so-'peaceful' students..LOL -.-''

not to forget.... a well, peaceful school must come with good teachers...

for example...

Dva@ discipline teacher ^^

Well, that's all , the introduction of my SE school>>> Sek.Keb. Sri 'Peaceful' (Aman)

Our first time...^^ >>> SChOOl ExPeRiEnCe #1#

2009-07-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

Weeeee...^o^

First time>>> I own my own name tag to be a temporary teacher^^

First time>>> We become teachers.... (even though it is just temporary teachers), still...sooo excited

see... all looks excited huh? LOL

First time>>> I stepped into a school (S.K Sri Aman) as a teacher...(a two-weeks teacher)

First time>>> People keep calling us: "teacher~ teacher~", except for Gjol... wahaha XP
( Reminds me the game "Teacher-students" which I played with my friends years ago)
Luv the kids...muacx..hehe^0^

First time>>> we have our own seats in the staffroom...

Our seats..hahaha

First time>>> Gjol drove us to school....~Scary man~memecut...lol...

First time>>> Our ears pain pain listening to Gjol's Dva concert in the car. -.-''

To be continued....(Swan's S.E)

xd

Many times...emo

2009-07-19T01:57:00.001-07:00

Many times.. I clicked on the "new post" and then leave without writing anything...
Many times.. I felt that i have done something good , but it turns out to disappoint me..
Many times...I don't know how to do or respond to it, that i hate myself so soo much..
Many times.. I just want to choose not to bother it, but I failed...
Many times.. I wished everything that I saw, I heard is the truth, somehow it is not.. worst, it is out of my expectations...
Many times.. I felt so lonely inside me, I felt blanked and i don't know what to do...
Many times.. People said I'm thinking too much le.. (I admit I am but not always/everytime)
Many times.. I thought I can be happy as how people view me from outside but I cannot..
Many times.. I'm blanked (*.*)

duh~~-.-'' suddenly become so emo, so-not-me~~ can't believe that this is my first post for my second sem of first year degree... haiz..

Wake up Swan!!

Nooooo.... ~~ still Choco... I love you^^

2009-06-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

50...51... 52...52kg...
No!!!!
This can't be
I'm getting fat le lar..
and all this because of
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Chocolates...Arghh~~~

looks tasty.. eeeeee....
.. I love you, choco...^^
Muacx....^o^

*snap back to reality*
Wait!! No...No..Something must be done~~~
and I'm gonna do something..
gonna do... do... do ...

*Jotting down something on my notepad*

Langkawi Trip~~ '09 JPP course (North Zone)

2009-06-06T02:21:00.000-07:00

After one week of 'lepak'ing, sleeping, playing games, movie-watching in our beloved Nona..
Finally.... it's holiday~~~yeah!!!!

yea....but no for me..*down*
As one of the JPPs, I have to participate JPP Leadership Course for the North zone for a few days..
This time, the course was held at Hotel Langkasuka, Pulau Langkawi hosted by IPGMK Tuanku Bainun. The course was run for 4 days 3 nights...

and here are some shots that I took that day^^

1. Reach Jetty Kuala Perlis

2. Waiting for our ferry to arrive
3+4. Reach Pulau Langkawi safely

My room : 3 single + 1 extra bed

1. Our lecturers
2. Our exhibition materials..Pop-up book, creative~~
3. In the process of finishing our exhibition board
4. me, Noni and some seniors made it.. hehe^^
5. posing after finished our work~

1. Exhibition day
2. Baring sambil sambil buat kerja
3. Sleeping while listening the talk
4. Kembara day

On the third day, we have our Kembara day..
Starting point at Telaga tujuh,
Second stop, Oriental village
and the last stop at Beach Kok...

Picture which we have drawn based on the scenery at Jetty near Kok Beach^^

Tired ... sleep after the 'kembara"

Throughout the whole programme, I have gained some new experiences and make a lot of new friends...

Some new friends which I have met during the course...

MIA: Jin Sen(The camera don't like him, lolz) will miss them~~

Oh ya.. one more thing, I met this Tesl junior from IPSAH... hpmn... duno leh...
At first, i thought he is my coursemate, Farid's brother b'coz I think he looks a bit similar like him...
People, help me to judge yea.. haha..

Farid- IPSAH version..lolz...

Breaking free > "pRisOn" bReAkz #3#

2009-06-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

Shiyt!!!!
I forgot to bring my wallet back to institute...Arghh~~~
What's the different my condition now with a prisoner?... lolz...hahaha...
So, I phoned my dad and dug out all my money in my piggy bank at hostel.
haha...Luckily my dad will pass by my institute on the next two day and pass me my wallet.. yippee..^^

kay... our new plan>> break our so-called prison~~

Introducing the "break"ers ..haha

our destination: Gurney plaza..
so, there we go... yeah...
well, i guess i was too excited, already forgot that I actually have left only RM1 in my pockets...lols...

Dad~~ faster faster come... i need my wallet..
Thx for being my bank that day, Ewa..
love yea... muakz...*o*

Enjoy a lot what we had that day ... and here's some shot we caught that day.. enjoy

Lepak in MPH... hmpn..good good...

along gurney drive...

Aza.. I won't forget what u did to us that night~~~ lolx...see~ sampai Ewa lari macam tu....haih..

oh ya.. for your information, I was not the only person who went back there lo, another member have joined the team...

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welcome Helmi~~~*claps*

E.M and Planning > "pRiSOn" bReAkz #2#

2009-06-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

Kay.. I went back to Institute that Sunday night..
with the plan that I will go back home on the following day after finish meeting Mr G and settled some stupid problems with my B.M lecturer..
well, there's only a few of us left in the hostel who chose to go back a bit later than the others... The name lists were as below:

Guys: Amer, Ulwi
Girls: Aza, Kechik, Ewa, Ain, Yeen, Eela, Dia, and me, Swan^^v

I was the only person who went back there after received the msg... oh~~~ I'm so guai ^^
some of us have planed to go home on Monday night,and have bought the tickets...

but...but...
on Monday morning..
Here comes the bad news...
Mr G. send the message to Amer ...
All of us can only go back on Friday and that means.....
we gt to stay and we cnt go back at all....
Gosh~

E.M (Emergency meeting) was held at Mami, the attendance was taken..
comes out ..we all choose to stay back till Friday..jadi budak baik^^

Well, for me , it was okay for me to stay back as long as i have something to play or movies to watch in the hostel..Plus, I memang have to go back to institute for my JPP course that weekend.
However, for the rest of them, which have nothing on during that weekend, it was so so so unfair to them man~~ kesian mereka...
Just imagine if you were them, guys....
So.. there goes their tickets...~BURNED~

Haih..What to do?
We have no class...got to stay in the hostel with our boring games... everyday report our attendance..Life is like in prison(well, i'm not saying our life were sux)...haha..lolz..

It was fun though, every night we have our meeting at cafe ...
we planned our daily schedule, considering our budget of course..
Life in inst. was never been such free before ..haha..lolxP

shh..we were coming up with something.. watch out for my next post^^

If only.... > "pRiSOn" bReAkz #1#

2009-06-03T20:41:00.000-07:00

This happened right after our first degree year one exam...
We finished our exam one week earlier than other students...
Somehow, i guess maybe there might be some miscommunication or something, many people in my cohort thought that they could go back to hometown early, without taking notes that our actual mid-year-holiday will only be started one week after that...Well, initially , I was one of the "people" which I had mentioned above...hehe

I went back on that friday night^^ yeee....

I thought I could take a few day breaks after my exam and go back to IP on next Thursday night for my JPP Course at Pulau Langkawi... And guess what... The first thing that I saw when i first stepped into my house are some messages, popped up in my phone... Those are some forwarded messages from my coursemates and the message's contents were something like below...

1. All of us was never given permission to go back after our exam.
2. The department, institutes, uni, were upset with our behaviours. Some appropriate actions will be taken for students who went back home early.
3. Mr G wants all 58 of us back to school on next monday for our uni lect. wants to see us.

*sweat* Oh man~~~~"tutt" ..what a "popping" news I have...
I was damn so mad when I saw those messages ...
I was mad because it's very leceh for me to go back to my inst. I have packed all my belongings into my locker...
Man~ Imagine I have to unpacked those things again~~~lazy neh
Haiz -.-''....If only I gt the message just before i decided to go home early...
Haih.. it is my fault too ...i'm not suppose to have holidays before our actual holiday starts...and I'm suppose to wait the institute to give permission for us to go home early...

Kay...kay... I am a good gal...I will go back to inst. on Sunday night^^...@#$%^&!.. *mumbling and grumbling*
If only....
Ishh!!

I'm back^^ yeah,.

2009-06-01T20:49:00.001-07:00

I'm back!! Swan is back~~ after 3 months...*swt*
Sorry yea guys... let you all waited for so long..haha
well, this time i will post something-which-aren't-so-latest..hehe^^
i have miss for 3 months man~~ sure i have a lot to post on ..
since u all haven't see me for so long , sure miss me rite?

well,to welcome me myself back ...
this is the latest me...hehe^^

chak~ that's me ^^

kay... that's enough of my self-obsessed pics..-.-''

gotta start blogging ..

Me>>> a Black Swan^^

2009-03-22T02:49:00.002-07:00

I'm a black Swan~~~(hey, that's remind me, "Black Swan" is a name of a book publisher rite?)
duh, whatever~~
Hu hu hu...T.T
I have become darker...sob sob..
well... padan muka I...it is the result of not applying sunblock when going to play in the carnival...

During the one-week holiday... I went to help my form-6 friends to manage a holiday camp..
The camp was held in Cinta Sayang Golf Resort for 3 days and 2 nights and was joined by teenagers between age 15 to 20.

It was an interesting camp after all ... I was in charged of managing the station game on Monday morning..It was fun... and I din regret to become a black Swan^^
Here're some shots of the camp~~

Spotted me?
Tarik Tali ~~

After the station game~~ splashing time!!

~~The AJK and the participants~~

It was really nice... Thanks Bihun for inviting me to join over ...thanks for the camp, it brings my form 6 friendsback together ...It is great to see you all again, guys...
Miss you all guys~~^^

p/s: Btw, would like to take this chance to congratulate my friends Yun Ting, Shi hao and Hao Ren for their great acheivements...
"Congratz for getting 4 flats in ur STPM^^ I'm so proud of you all ... muackss..:)"

Kung Fu Basketball >> ~A talented person found~

2009-03-13T02:27:00.000-07:00

I bet many of us have watched "Kung Fu soccer" or "Kung Fu hustle" before rite?
And now, this is the latest...

"Kung Fu Basketball"

I was playing basketball with both Aliah and Asfarina when Aliah and me found out that Reen actually has Kung Fu talent...hehe
I actually captured some pictures of it.. yeah~
But I guess she was still new with her new talent and couldn't control her "power" well...she needs more practice...

seeFuiyoh~~Shoe in the net... How did she do that??

Dun worry lar... Reen, I'm sure you can control your "power" better next time^^

Gambateh, Reen, practice makes perfect~~

Aliah: " wow...forget about superjuniors... Reen, you are my new idol..."

For your information, after the incident, Aliah and I became Reen's first fans and her managers...

**Reen is quite busy these days...
So, do please call us to do some arrangements if you need any Kung Fu actors for your movies...Thx^^**

Nona's drama...

2009-03-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Conflicts ... I hate conflicts~

Good morning, students...
Today , we are going to learn about "conflicts"..
Below is an example...let us see...

Recently in girls' dormitories, there're some ideas saying that we have to do some decoration in our dorm in order to have "suasana keceriaan"(cheerfulness) around us...-.-''

I wonder whose idea is that~~

~~Some of the murals in my floor~~

It's good to have gotong-royong in my block..

but, guess we wouldn't have any "cheerfulness" in our dorm if something happened like this...

so now let's see what happened to my floor...*swt*

Actually, i don't know the details of the whole incident, I guess this happened when a leader couldn't manage well her subordinates and decided to put up some "notices" to gain some attentions...duh~

I found out this when I went to brush my teeth at 1 in the morning...

~The so-called notice~

the p/s notice>>>

but then, somebody reply.... (the person is still a mystery though)
even so, i salute her for her bravery to fight against the "biggest" in my dorm ...
Bravo~ Bravo~

I wonder who did it all.. the paper doesn't talk, nor make any noise...but then it is conflict...
Guess the title "silent conflict" should be very suit with it...
So....students.. what do we learned from the incident above?

Lesson learned:
1) it is important to learn to control our emotions..
2) communication between leaders and subordinators is truly vital...
3) Becareful when u want to simply blah out your feelings through any notice... or else (u may use microphone to announce or speak out your thoughts)
4) Check your English before posted your notice...(Take note: there's no such word as" squeeze kerjasama" and what the heck is the word "freakin body" do for??
5) Learn English well...

So, class, that's the lesson for today...Please do a reflection and submit it before our next class...thx...

p/s: Even it is something whihc is not related with me at all...I wrote this because i was very angry ...
Stupid notices~~
To people who wrote the notices : Please reflect yourself ....

I'm back^^

2009-03-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

Wow, it has been one whole month since I logged in my blog page... duh~
...life was quite busy ...handling with works and assignments...
Now, let me see whether I can still remember how to blog.. lol..
A lot of things had happened during this month, here's some brief report of it..
well, i think i shall start it with this..

IPP election for JPP (it rhymes~)

IPP , my campus , a happening place i should say..
ya right... We had Larian Azlani, Canteen Day, Sports Day, Teachers' Day celebration... etc..
not to forget ...weekly sunbath in the field (assembly) on every Wednesday ...
and monthly assembly at Gelengara on the last Wednesday of each month...
and now what (perhaps the school thought it is not happening enough)
here comes the election ....*swt*

man in the pic: "hey yo...guys , vote for me~undilah saya"

D-E-M-O-C-R-A-C-Y
Yup... a new democracy in my campus ...~Great~
Somehow,some courses have to send 2 representatives from each of the classes to join in the election...(i wouldn't say it is force , but wajib) ...hmph... i wonder why...

Next....

Nashid Competition

yup, Pertandingan Nashid .... like previous years, my cohort had 2 groups of girls and a group of guys as our representatives... and just like the previous year, my cohort guys have won in the competition ... the only difference was the winning places...

(1st semester) First year >>1st place
(2nd semester) Second year>> 2nd place
(4th semester) Third year >>3rd place
such a coincidence, isn't it ?

It was a great night...with all the celebrities from my cohort...lol... and here's some shots of them:

Stars of Tesl Cohort 1 3rd cycle~^^

Just look at them...look at the numbers of the photographers... tch(x3)...They are hot~~ yo~~ see how Kucheng rushed to make herself fit in the frame...lol

Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate all my coursemates who have joined in the competition... For me, you all are the winners.. The most important is not at the winning places ...but is that you all have tried your best and have done this together..and I'm sure that we all have learned and gained some experience from it..

Well done, guys^^ keep it up~~ you all rocks!! ^^

When boredom strikes~~

2009-02-08T22:38:00.000-08:00

Question: "What to do when boredom strikes?"

Probably this is the question we always ask ourselves whenever we feel moodless, blank, stressed and don't know what to do to kill our time...

1. Facebook-ing

Yes.. Facebook! We can make some new friends while killing out time...
yup~ yup~ yup~ that's what we do when we are bored... kononnya lar**
Nowadays, some people in my place begin to log facebook in and out for a different reason.

Some till addicted to it...lolx...

Hmph... i wondered who started to "promote" this game to these people...lolx.
Well, if you really know who we are, you will be shocked to know that we play the game..

Somebody screams: "Wait~ we were not playing it!! We were just doing some researches on the popular games for students nowadays..."
yayaya~I agree with u ~haha

2. Emo~
Some people choose to be emo when they are bored...depressed ..

3. Cosplay...

To be exact... it is costume play...
Well, some people in my place like cosplay.... haha.. let's guess who are they...

some like to act cute..

some evil...chak!!!

some like to be a gorgeous diva~

"Come, let's party!!"

However, some choose to be a little bit hotter and sexier..

"People~Fan me! Fan me pls~ I'm hot, I'm truly hot!"

4. Become naughty and kacau people around~

Kacau people by putting their photos in your blog can be a good idea in spending your free time..just like what I'm doing now~~**Devil's smirk**
Tip: All you have to do is take some risks~~
It's quite dangerous and risky you know...
Be mentally prepared ~ You might be "killed" after you posted it...

p/s: People, dun be mad , k? I was just feeling bored and stressed....just want to kill my time
I hope I wasn't too over..0.0

What I like about Chinese New Year u (Part 2)

2009-01-29T08:53:00.000-08:00

Since Chinese have 15 days to celebrate CNY, so I guess it wasn't too late for me to post another post about CNY.hehe...

I shoud proceed with my previous title>> What I like about Chinese New year...

3. Gathering~~

Since it is not easy to get all universities to have same holidays at the same time in a year, CNY is surely a great time to meet with our old friends.

some of the gals

52 '09 CNY class gathering~

Sitting together reminiscing the days we ruled 52 class, we joked, we played, we laughed, and cried?? (nah, it's actually laughed into tears) for whole night long. It is kinda touching to see the unity of 52 class is still there even though time have passed for a few years. Thx for everything , guys..Hope our friendship never end..May God bless u all~^^

4. firecrackers~~

Yippee.. I like fireworks...ya, of course, who doesn't know it's illegal, but don't you all think CNY wouldn't "sound" like CNY if there's no firecrackers 'pi li pa la' around us, the situation would be like celebrating birthday without birthday cake (moodless lar, in other words)...and hey, if you guys track back the history of CNY. Firecrackers is used by the chinese to chase away the "nian" , the man-eater-monster. So, in order to pass down the 'tradition', it's no wrong for us to play it during CNY right? haha...

Mum and dad~

fuiyoh~Uncle Seng so brave... stand so near...somemore drinking beer..

5. Cai Shen~~

*Direct translation> Cai means "Wealth", Shen means "God"

Cai Shen (God of Wealth) ,is believed by the chinese that he will bring prosperity to the people.
He is popular to those who want to receive windfalls and have better luck in gambling~ So guys, if you are desperate for money, Cai Shen is the person you want~ Go! Cai Shen, go!

Oh ya, believe or not, i can actually foretell...haha.. I saw Cai Shen few days ago, in IPP, and ...and..I even took his photo ~yes!! such lucky am I !! He told me that my cohort will be rich ~~ho ho ho...

Behold.........*here's a look of Cai Shen
(drum rolls**)

Cai Shen Dao!!

We will be rich! yeah! I guess nobody will be happy like this person does...

ohh, stop it~ Masu! Treasurer of student council for Tesol, 3rd cycle, Cohort 1 ...:P

What I like about Chinese New Year u (Part 1)

2009-01-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

Yeah~ A year had passed...Again, it's Chinese New Year ~~year of Ox.. Gong Xi Gong Xi^^

"Ang gu gu ...a lo lo" lol... such a cute cow, isn;t it?

Chinese New Year has always be my favourite~~Yippee~~

First day of CNY...

Wake up early in the morning...went to my po po's house to bai nian (visit-visiting or kunjung mengunjung u may say)..

1. Bai Nian~~^^

I love it cuz we will get ang pows when we go and visit from house to house..

Ang pows~~ muackz3...

I guess no one will ever dislike or resist ang pow except ..those who ad married and have to give away the angpows to the bujangs (singles) and the kids..

RUN! PEOPLE! RUN! PEOPLE ARE COMING HERE FOR ANGPOWS!
oh ya..before we receive the ang pow.. dun forget to say

Happy New Year~ or Gong Xi Fa cai~

my dad's advice: "Better dun use Gong Xi Fa Cai when we greet people this year cuz it's really hard for people to "fa cai" nowadays." ya right, thx to global recession~~ duh~

**For "bananas" and people who yet know to speak and understand chinese**
Direct translation: "Gong Xi">> Congratz/tahniah "Fa Cai">> having windfall or untung banyak

For your information, for chinese, red symbolise luck .. Giving angpows is just a symbol of giving some lucks to the people..so people, dun care too much about the contents of the ang pow k..hehe^^

2. FOOD!! eat~ eat~~eat~~

What so great about chinese new year when we don't have yummy yummy food to enjoy with?

Notice that some weight management companies begin to give a big push on their great products through mass media, trying to tell the consumers "Dun worry, we will always stand by you~~Eat more now, lose your weight later~ "

Damn~CNY is totally a great chance for them to gain more profits ... aiyoh

whatever lar...Chinese New Year is the season of food..

Besides juicy mandarins~
we also have>>>row.. row.. row your boat.. gently down the steam~steamboat!!!

and drinks ~

Cookies Monsters: "not to forget the crunchy biscuits and cuisineeess...yeeee~~~"

Kuih Bangkit, Kuih "Kapek", Kuih Bakul, Kuih Ribbon...etc..

Now, this is a bit different >>>>Yee Sang

Yee Sang (literally means "raw fish") is only served during Chinese New Year and it's a common dish for Malaysian nowadays..It is some kind of chinese salad bar served with the mixture of shreded vegetables (lettuce, carrots, cucumbers, gingers, onions and etc.) together with sliced raw fish, jellyfish added with sweet sour sauce made by sweet plums and juicy lemonade.

For more details on the history of Yee Sang>> u may view http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yusheng

When people gather around the table, then it's show time!!!
By using chopsticks, people will toss and mix the Yee Sang.. adding in some "good words" while tossing the yee sang is just like making a wish before we cut our birthday cake... the higher we toss the mixture symbolise the better luck (for bussinessman>> the better fortune )we will gain for this year.. ^^

ya...It's such a nice view to see the rainbows of vege flying in the air...but becareful .. don't toss it to high or else the vege might drop onto one's head....well, if it really happens, the next thing u have to do is run for ur life!! 'cause u might just end up just like the bunny below...

The night before Chinese New Year ^^

2009-01-26T09:00:00.000-08:00

Yap.. It was night before Chinese new year, like usual ... my family would gather at my grandmother's house to have dinner~
What differ this year with the previous years was...all of us were not celebrating the night at Pendang but my hometown,Sungai Petani as my 'po po' n 'gung gung' moved to their new house(which is just a stone throw from my house) on last July~ ^^
This year,my family have decided to have reunion party instead of just having a dinner together.

Yeah~ party...
But before that...

Come come come...let's bai bai (pray) first~~

It is part of my family's tradition that we have to pray to our ancestors before the reunion night falls...

Duh~dad, stop playing with your phone lar...come come help mummy. Pity her ...

Next, prepare for the kenduri~

lol... just look at how these experienced chefs work.....

quick~quick~ quick~

Meanwhile.... the kids...

Aaaaa....*mouth widely opened*

Food!!! Mummy, can i have a bite? yummy~~

So...let us wait no more...the party begins~~

~~ Reunion lunch ~~

Po po, grab the food!!! hei yak~~

**burp**(excuse me) hmm...full~ full~

Next,the party continued with..

some "lepak"-ing activities

camwhoring with po po **peace**

some "wuliao" games...such as..

secret codes,

cards and pc games.. **yawning**

n ..what the heck is he doing??

Ben 10, come out from there lar.. adui~~

not to forget some 'gas' drinks (minuman bergas) for the kids~~

dun worry~~it's okay for the kids~ [tidak melebihi 1% alcohol..]

At night, it's steamboat time!!! yeah~
The family of steamboat:fishballs,meatballs, fish, prawns, crabsticks,vege and etc.were q-ing up, to be served~

Wait har....wait till the soup is cooked and boiled then u all can jump in yea~~

now off u go~~

into the tomyam swimming pool~~

Sis: "Jom makan ler wey!! hoi fan la..(cantonese)"

yum.. yummy~

After the big feast, now it's time for us to burn our fat...
let's go out n pray pray in the temple... while waiting for the new year to come...

Say bye bye to the year of squekie squek rats, and welcome the year of mooo moo cow~
Yeah~it time for celebrating~ let us see how the cow jumps over the moon and chases away the rats this new year~~

Happy New year to everyone~ kong hee huat zai (in hokkien)~~

arggh... tension2nye aku ~stupid survey!!!

2009-01-18T02:12:00.000-08:00

Honestly, I don't want to post this at first...
but since my main reason of blogging is to blah out my feelings ...so, whatever ..

Recently, I mean these days la...i don't really feel good, other words means moody lar....
Just couldn't figure out why ...I became quite emotional and even small small things could make me feel down and mad...Suddenly, i felt that everything around me were annoying and irritating ... sorry to say that i felt that in some of my friends too..really really sorry for them~T.T...

As result, I talked with some doctors/ counsellors (my best friends), and these are the question that one of them gave me to survey myself and to find out my own problems..yaa right~
the questions is....(duno how to describe) it's quite weird for me to do these question as i don't really enjoyed it, but anyway thx, my friend~though the result is (blank**)... heheh...

here we go ...

1)How is your feeling rite now?
- erm....don't really know, confused?? feels suffocated~~and helpless.... yup3...feeling just want to scream out loudly...

2) Feeling tired?
- tired about school? nah... i just started my school last week ... won't be tired in this short time
I would say i'm quite tired with the things happening around me ... the society , the people.. blah3 etc..

3) Falling sick?
- emo sickness... yes~
menopause?? probably ...hahaha..lolx..@.@
depression?? a bit i suppose ...T.T

4) Tension?
- yup...tension about allowance...
tension about HD presentation? my lecturer, gosh~ Mdm Soo Hoo...uuu...heard that she is good in online stuff... (hope that she won't find out my blog site when she is searching the net)..lol XD
tension about boycotting stuff in my IP...
really tension~~ moody and still i have to answer these questions..@.@

5) feeling lonely??
- yup.. most of the time... especially when u are staying in a society like mine..

6) Have you tried to share your feelings with someone which are close to you?
- mummy? yes...of course
- friends in IP? a little... but not really... not many ppl could really understand how i feel ...if only they are in the same situation as mine ...

7) stop.... @#$%^& could i just stop it!!! gosh...stupid survey !!

Damn it !! I felt like want to punch people or spit out bad words as i ran through these questions....man~the survey is a failure!! ~~

so, in the end i still couldn't find what's my problem.....duh~~~here, I have to say sorry to my friend... thx for trying to help me out ...appreciate it ^^..

Feeling hungry...~~ Wall-E (eiwa), jom let's go makan~

The new chapter begins ~~

2009-01-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

lol... i know I'm late but still Happy 2009 to everyone...

This is my first post for 2009.
To make a conclusion for my 2008~Well, 2008 is not a bad year for me....even though lots of not ok things happened around me...haih~~sad T.T

Throughout the year, i have learned a lot things...In brief, i have learned not to ran away but face and accept the truth of our life,the real faces of society (especially those 2-face-hypocrites)....

Now, here come 2009..^^

~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR ~~
Yeah~ Finally, all 58 of us in my cohort can proudly announce to everyone that we are now first year degree students...congratz ~~
A brand new sem must come together with some brand new stuffs...
Here's the report on some of the new things which i have found on the first day of my school..

Hot New Images~
Of course, image is very important for it gives the first impression to the others.
my cohort mates, some ad changed their hair styles.. some wore their new clothes and shoes...n
some even wore their new songkok if i'm not mistaken...lol
It's nice to see new faces and surprises anyway...
and.....speaking of surprise~~

wow... guess who have their new image too...(here's the clue>>it's a him) :)

**drum rolls**

the "fresh"iest of the new semester is ...Mr G

(opsy,sorry i haven gt his pics yet )

hey, he looks diifferent with beard on his face. Honestly, I felt sorry for him coz seriously, i hardly could recognise him if he didn't speak with us on the first day.

New subjects and timetables...

Subjects>>>

As it is our degree year, compared to foundation studies, of coz there's lot of differences in subjects....

For this semester, my cohort will be doing on Linguistic, Philosophy of Malaysian Education, Human development, and an elective subjects>> maths or science~
Some of us were quite disappointed as we didn't have english studies as one of our elective subjects whereas the other institutes have...haih~~

Our timetables >>
For this semester, there are only three credit hours(2 hours for tutorial and 1 hours of lecture) for each of the subjects... so, needless to say, we are damn free if compared to our foundation timetables...
However, thinking back , izit good or bad for us to have too much of free time?
hmpn...hmpn...(isshh~~ philosophise~~)
Whateverlahh!!...It should be okay as long we can manage our time correctly...rite?

New course name>>
yup...we have our new name for our course... it is called B.Ed TESOL(Teaching the Speakers of Other Language)...

Haha... suddenly i feel reporting the new things in school sounds familiar..reminds me gzul, the Dva, he always gossips bout the new things in my class...XD

Things which are still remained as before ...
yup, there are things which are new and there are things which are still "remained" the same ...

The obvious one would be >> the construction ...
duh~~~ after 2 months of holiday, still we could find the similarities of the construction sites...swt-.-" oh ya.. except for some roads which have been built and repaired..
The drainage system~ oh my God, they haven finished the system...
haih~it was quite dissapointing when sometimes i heard my friends says..." hey, see!! we and the other institution started the building projects at the same time, they now ad have their new building but we? the drainage system haven yet to solved...how ironic izit?"
yup.. i know.. nowadays there's global recession, sometimes, the budget might not enough to cover up the expences used ... ya~right~~.....

But the thing i felt angry is~~ how could they(i mean the workers) leave a big big hole in the middle of the road in front of our dorm..n..somemore they didn't close the road. Don't they think it is too dangerous for the people who are driving cars and motorcycles at night? ...if something happened , kesianlah the pak cik guard tu....haih~~

haha....phew..feeling much better after blah out those things...
look back my title.... i dun feel like i'm writing bout it...."lari tajuklah"(runaway the topic)...

Remember, i once said ..our chapter of our foundation years have ad end, the end of the chapter doesn't mean it is finished ... it means another chapter of our story have just wanted to begin...
so now, our degree years>> our new chapter of the story...and here goes our story...

Welcome back everyone~~^^

p/s: sorry cuz i haven uploaded all the pics in here...

Cameron trip~~~ yuhooo!!

2008-12-20T09:54:00.000-08:00

my cameron trip ... hehe^^

I was quite surprise when i got the invitation from my best friends, Yun Ting to have a trip with my ex-form 6-classmates to Cameron Highlands right after their STPM examination. It has been long time when I last saw them~~Miss them all~~U61 ~~:)

There were only 9 of us including the

-van driver
-Yun Ting(The Guide@Planner )

-her sis>>Yun Yee

-Regina(Regiz)

-her sis>>Pauline

-Shu Fern a.k.a "Shok Hun" (in Hokkien)

-The funniest one>>Yee Quant

-Mong Ling a.k.a Kong Kong/100

It was a girl party afterall~~ yippee~~^^
We started our journey at 7 sharp in the morning and reached Cameron Highland about 11a.m.

First stop>> BOH Factory

Cactus Farm >>>

what a "hill" of cactus~

Our apartment, at Tanah Rata

look at that 2 fella~ i wonder what have they done to yun yee...lol..

Our dinner>> tadaa~~

what a satisfaction to have steamboat under freezing cold condition..

Itadakimasu...:)

After dinner , we have our pillow talks, not to mention, some pillow fights till 4 in the morning...

Holidays in cameron wouldn't be fun without

Shopping~~~~ for vege...duh~~
but still we had so much fun in bargaining with the sellers over there...

yun ting: " hey, let's do bulk buy~"
camwhoaring~~ while the three are having "fights" with the

sellers...-.-"

Though it was just a simple u61 gathering trip, we had lots of fun.hehe^^

Till we meet again in the next gathering~

Thx for everything and good luck , my friends~

Year end promotion~~... or what~

2008-12-15T10:17:00.000-08:00

Recently i was busy reading my books, in other words>> reading to clear the stocks~~yup, it's year end promotion~stocks clearance time~yeah!!

The reason is, without realising, i bought too many books, duhh~~

tell you what>>one of my weird hobbies is buying books...**swt**

I like to buy books especially when i went shopping with my friends. People buy clothes during shopping whereas i buy nothing but.....books??? lol...what the~~

and guess what? I actually have about 5 unread storybooks before this...

(NOTICE: I said storybooks, other types of book I haven't counted in)~~huhuT.T

AND.....THAT'S...... NOT...... ALL!!......

After the cameron trip, I borrowed " Can you keep a secret" by Sophie Kinsella from Yun Ting...

Few days ago, I went to Popular (a store that Aza don't like to step in for her funny reason) and came out with four more books~~ gosh~~ u should call me crazy/siao~~ I must be crazy that time~~@.@

Now, i have quite a big collection of unread storybooks ....Help~!!

Before this, i got...

" Susanna Sees Stars" by Mary Hogan~ [ i really see stars right now ]--->*.*
" Caught in the Act" by Gemma Fox
" It Chicks" By Tia William

" The School for Husband" by Wendy Holden (interesting title huh?)
" Lipstick Jungle" by Candace Bushnell

Princess Dairies the series "To the Ninth" by Meg Cabot (ad finish reading)

New stocks that i bought few days ago~~

Cecelia Ahern Box Set, including:
" If You Could See Me Now" (in the process of finishing it)
" A Place Called Here" "Where Rainbow End"

"Dairies of a mad Mother-To-Be" by Laura Wolf

(lol...I know the title sounds not suit for me...lol...i bought it for 2 reasons: the title is quite interesting and I gt extra discount if I bought this book..hahaha^^ ) This is the second book in the series, I miss her first book " Dairies of a Mad Bride-To-Be"...(the title not suit for me tooo~~lol...)

That's all the unread storybooks for now... help2!! I can't breath~~ **fainted**

Haih.. I guess after this, I wouldn't buy storybooks for the next semester...except I have done my reading ...duhhh~~~ Better continue my reading now...ZzZzZzZ....

Days when they all came back~~

2008-12-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

Days when they all came back~~one word>> noisy~~ lol...
(sorry lar guys, i couldn't find words except the word "noisy"..:P)
kay... I should start it with the arrival of my aunties and cousins to my grandfather's house.

well, I have 4 aunties , each of them comes from different states, 3 are teachers (from melacca, N9, and Kelantan) and 1 is retiree (from S'pore).

So , u know la, how the situation at my grandfather's house will be like every holiday...

'coz all the grandsons and grandaughters will sure follow their mummy to visit my grandfathers..(well, not all...)

Speaking of my cousins~

There' only a few of them managed to come back here... [ Yin Yan jie jie and Ah Bing couldn't make it as one is currently studying in Beijing and another one has examination at Utar.] However, Suk Yee, which is studying degree in NTU, S'pore, she made it~~yes!!!
wow , it has been long time since i last saw her....wait~actually, i think it's not very long afterall..yup,half a year...haha^^....(thx to Mei Ying jie jie's wedding lar)

What did we do for last week??

1) To and fro the hospital

My grandmother fell off and cracked her ankle, so she has to stay in the general hospital for the next confirmation. Speaking of the hospital....well, at first Suk Yee and me were like "Har....Why GH?? Private better what~~duh~"(ya right, we are a bit prejudice lar) but in the end , we were wrong~~ -.-" Lol...Though it is a general hospital, back to home, Suk Yee and i just couldn't stop our "wow-ing". To our amazement, that was the first cool~~ GH that we both ever visited....lol.. ample, nice-designed, strictly-secured, fully-equiped and well-facilitated...if you could just take a look on its lobby, gosh~ bigger than hotel lobby man~needless to say, the rooms... [i gave it 4 stars]. Till now, my grandmother is still lying in her bed in the hospital. Get well soon, po po~

2)Fight for TV and laptops...

This happened most of the time~~haha.. When grandfather wanted to watch his news whereas the grandchildren wanted to watch TV shows; Grandfather's case...okaylar... that's his daily routine what~hoho... Luckily, there's still another TV upstairs, hahah~~and then this happened>>

Girls: "Hey, we want to watch DVDs drama lar!!"

Boys: " Yoh...You all ar...watch dramas waste your time lar~ Play game better!!"

In the end, we all have to play "scissors, paper, stone" to get the chance to use TV...**fainted**

Yup, that did settle the problem~ Next, we fought for laptops-.-'' we got two , one of course the "wiser" get first...hahaha... daa~~ there goes me and Suk Yee with our laptop~~leaving.....

Boys: "Hey, we want to play Dota.."

Girls: "We want to play 'masak2' game~"

The crazy 4-Hao, Peng, Sau n my sis>Er

3) Fight for toilets and bathrooms....

This happened when one big family staying under one roof...this time?? still okay lar..tak ramai orang~boleh tahan lagi~~^^

4) Avoiding Xiao Zhao, the notorious, mischievous little boy~~

" Pai Zhao is coming~Pai Zhao is coming~Quick2, switch off the lights and pretend we are sleeping!!!" That's what we did when Ah Zhao came and kacau us~~ lol...

This smart,4-year-old, little guy, was the one we all afraid the most!! ishh...geramnya~haih~~What to do~T.T...He is the smallest and it's hard for us to bully him too~~:(

and then what he did??>>> "Ben 10 !!! Ben 10 !!!",ran into our room, pulled out our tv plug and crushed our games and dramas~~huhu, matilah~~~T.T

5)Play cards and mahjung...

Yeah~mahjung~ finally i know how to play mahjung...hahah~~thx to Ah Peng and Yen Sau, the best instructors..

And look what happened to the mahjong pieces~~*swt* 6) Our own drama class~~@.@

Better wish that Suk Yee will not chop me down after viewing these pics~-.-''

Yup,what a noisy and funny week we had, i would say ...Thanks to you all, guys~~
Till we meet again, guys~ Miss u all~~

Tagged by Speedy and Mental~

2008-11-28T11:21:00.000-08:00

I'm forced to write this 'cause been tagged by PD the Speedy and Aza the mental...lol XD
Well, i guess for me, the easiest one will be to start from my name
1. My name... the funny thing bout my name~
>"Khor" my surname.. everyone knows it well...
>"Shwu" most of the girls of my family in my generation have the sound "shu"(in chinese)in their middle name...
eg. my other "shu" family members and cousins: Shwu Mei, Shu Han, Shu Jing, Shu Ping, Suk Yee, Shu fan...etc.
>Shwuwoan is written in one word, why? hmpn...it was supposed to be in two words...but
somehow the people of JPN(Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara) got it wrongly...so, woolaa, my name>>Khor Shwuwoan
>Jacqueline? not in my ic card..i choose it myself for fun ....as my english name ...hehe
>Hard to spell and pronounce?? most of the people said that my name is difficult to spell and pronounce ,some pronounce "suwan", some "suwon", some "suhuwon" and some "shuwana"?? lol... especially the part "Shwu", people always duno how to spell it..erm..i'm not sure bout it, my grandfather gave it...
>Swan??? That's how my friends call me nowadays, even lecturers also ...haha..easier, i guess.. i never realised my name can be pronounced as Swan till form 2 when one of my malay schoolmates called my name during emergency... lol... if u pronounce my name faster then it will become "Swan"...
>my name doesn't sound like a chinese?? oh come on~
this happened before i stepped into IPP, that time, Mdm Salmah was one of the interviewers who interviewed me...guess what , the first question she asked me was " erm...Khor Shwuwoan, u r? malay? or Siamese? hahaha... i nearly ended up the conversation with laughings ~ lol..

Nickname...
> Girl??my dad calls me "girl" or "girl girl" at home especially the time he wants to ask for my help...lol...
>"Zhu" [chinese pronounciation means pig]...my friends used to call me like that..after the case mis"pronounce" of "shu", well, this cannot blame Linda as she was eating candies the time she shouted my name loudly...pity her..her candy dropped out after that ...haha
>Meatball?? given by my friends before i transfered into another secondary school...that time, each of us have our own name in food terms...

Names of the rest of them: Fishlet, fishball, bihun...etc.
>Walnut? lol.... sounds stupid and funny... haha...given by my friends during form 5, our gang's name --> The Naughty Nuts..haha...Almond(the tallest guy,Meng Yang),Hazelnut(Jan), Peanut(Jagung if i'm not mistaken), and Nutcracker(the IT dork, Jun Yi)...yup, we were nuts^^

>Nobita?? This was how Chistopher and Ivan call me during my first semester in IPP. They started to call me that after the Buddhist Society trip to Perak. The reason is, i looked like Nobita?? lol...is it?no comment~

2. very particular and sensitive in friendship thingy
yup, i am sensitive when speaking 'bout friendship and relationship.Why?First,I like to have lots of friends 'cause i don't like to be alone. For me, friends are almost the same important as family.(well, i mean true friends). " A friend in need is a friend indeed" well said~ well said~A true friend is someone that we share happiness and sadness together, someone we can trust so much.
Another reason is that i can trust a friend very easily without knowing how really was he or she. haiz...
As a result, i always get hurt and betrayal from those shitty friends.

3. high curiosity
i guess i am. haha. i like to explore and try new things(except for illegal activities of course), especially stuffs that people like them so much.well, it doesn't mean that i want to follow people,the trend or what. it's because i'm curious....I always wonder why guys like to play Pc games such as Dota,CS, Cabal..etc.. so i tried them.(Dota, hmpn... still couldn't reach Level 5..hahaha~)then i wonder why people like to watch horror movie, so i tried to watch them(unfortunately, till now i' still can't finish one movie of those). There are lots of stuffs which i have tried because of my curiosity.

4. I like to run away from the truth
As i have mentioned in my previous post, this is one of my weaknesses....
i used to refuse to face reality and choose to keep my feelings inside myself. i like to i'm trying to solve my problem now by writing blogs.

5. I love to cook ~^^

yeah..cooking~~ haha... yummy yummy...i learned my cookings from my sifu> my mummy^^
currently trying to learn to bake cakes...hmm.. maybe next time i can post something bout my cooking...hehe~

phew...at last i have finished writing my 5 things....obviously, u can see that the descriptions of the 5 things become lesser as it reach to the 5th... sorry and paiseh har, aiyah~ppl malas le ... but at least i have done it..haha~~

Now,it's the time for me to announce the next 5 persons...hiak2

The poor 5 who are chosen to be tagged:

-Suk yee -Ren bing -Miss squekie - Nisha - Gzul, Diva da Boom

Good luck guys~~

You will always be in my heart.. always~~ :'(

2008-11-27T08:16:00.000-08:00

I have "abandoned" my blog for quite some time...
Haiz....something did happen recently(sad) :'(
It is such a shame to tell you all that I rather busy on my stuffs than choosing to face the truth at first...I don't have the courage to answer my phone when my family members call me though i already knew it might happen...I can't cry out or even drop a tear..
yup, i'm bad and i'm sucks..
haiz..i just don't know why, i guess maybe b'cause this is my first time to meet this kind of case in my life...probably because i love to run myself away from the truth(it has been my bad habits or all these while)
I felt bad and guilty for being in such way...sorry ...i'm really sorry~

Well,thanks to my friends and my family members, i decided to accept the truth then, and that's why i'm writing to blah and put out my feelings here...(I'm not sure la, maybe it's kind of weird to some ppl that i write it down here, whatever~)
Thanks to you all guys, thanks for giving me ur supports , thanks boon and doo for spending the whole night accompany me , thanks for ur concern, appreciate it~
It was very sad for losing my dear grandpa, however I will try to be brave and strong...
Don't worry guys, i will be okay ...
Farewell, my dear grandpa~ you will always be in my heart~ always~

p/s: sorry, my sentences have jumbled and mixed up....it's quite messy, i know-.-''

End of the chapter of Foundation year for 3rd Cycle Cohort 1

2008-11-09T01:30:00.000-08:00

Even though we have finished our final exam, still i'm here, in my hostel..staring at my laptop, doing nothing but talking craps... lol...haiz..kesiannye ~~

uuu...What is the reason we choose to stay back after exam again???

oh ya!! Because we want to have full attendance and don't want our allowance to be cut...haha..funny reason huh?XD
so, these few days besides "lepak"ing to malls and friends' room, i updated my computer files..

yesterday i got some of my cohort photos from Nisha and the others...

Suddenly i gt the idea of reporting the events that we have done in this 1 and 1/2 years of foundation programme.hpmn... now ...here we begin our reminiscence of foundation year^^

1st Semester~

Induction week wih Cohort 5 seniors

Merdeka Celebration'07

-Institute merdeka celebration

>>Puisidra

-Singing under the sun

-State celebration at Dataran Pemuda,Seberang Prai

Tesl Nite'07 -Language Connect

1. Preparation for tesl nite drama

2. After performance

our first exhi >> Social studies exhi '08

2nd Semester- CRaZinEss BeGAn @.@

Relay for life'08

English Language Club-Choral Speaking competition'08

ELC(English Language Camp) Location:IPTI, Johor Bharu

Social Studies Exhibition'08

Amali Sembelih

Cohort Penang Trip- War Museum

English Studies Assignment-Dramatization

3rd semester

Induction week for Cohort 2 juniors

Tesl Nite'08

Theme: Enchanted

Awaken your dreams, Relive your fantasy~~

Breaking Fast Ceremony'08 - Naza Hotel

Cohort Volleyball Match'08

Raya Feast '08

Preparation for exam..huhu~~ZzZzZ

Well, now we have finished our exam..

Exam ended means the chapter of our story in foundation year have reached to the end
Sad right??lol..
In the other words means another new chapter will start soon....

Our story will never end... and so do our friendship~^^

p/s: friends, if i forgot to mention some events , pls inform me or just leave a comment.^^

Birthday~19th...getting older

2008-10-15T12:30:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday...yippee~*Q*
well, i have to say i'm quite sad because in the other words means i am older...19th ad man~~two years to step into adulthood lo...huhu:(
tell u what .. haha.. my birthday for this year was quite a funny one ...
i guess because only a few people know that it was my birthday..lol..
Yesterday, i went to tesco with Aza and Nisha..
K, the reason i went there because first, i want to withdraw money.
Second, i just want to buy something for me, myself to celebrate my bufday..hehe(quite sad huh knowing my reason??)haha..
Not saying that nobody celebrates birthday for me...haha~but i usually will buy something for myself every birthday~
Plus, i personally don't like to announce to people that my birthday is coming~~
The situation will be like "Hey people, my birthday is coming, dun forget the wishings and my presents too~~" and then when its your birthday ,they give you some birthday surprises, you react:" wow , i'm so surprise!!! Well, Thank you~~
Doesn't it sounds like a bit...erm... fake??
Well, for me, i rather have friends to celebrate it for the only reason because they want to share happiness together, because you are their friends and not because of i told them~~
erm...i' not sure how the other people will think.. whatever la~ that's only my opinion about birthday.hehe^^no offence kay~ no offence~~ *.^
*snap* Opssy... i guess i have run away a bit too far.. back to the story pls..
so, we went to Fairy bakery, like usual, Aza the mental, running here and there.. Nisha, wondering around...and me, the one who was acting abnormally, staring at the displayed cake for quite some time...suddenly turned to them and asked : hey , want cakes? i belanja..
well,just like we all have knew,the first one who rush to me is Aza..

"why?"
"be....cause..my birthday is tomorow~hehe"
guess what the answer i got from her..."ohw..kesiannya~~" lol...hahahaXD ..Aza~ Aza~
After that, they actually celebrated my birthday...though it was a simple one, but i love it and appreciated it... thanks alot my friends~~!! luv ya..
and today, morning, my coursemate together with Sarah,Tracy, Tien Wei and Wan Xing celebrated it during tutorial. Thanks yea~~btw Meithikda, i like the bumblebee you gave me..:D
Evening, my pipit & sakai friends help me to celebrate my birhday at E-Gate..
Thanks to you all too, muacx ^o^
Overall, my birthday was quite a nice and sweet one..hehe^^
if compared to my previous one... hahaha...okay, nothing~~hehehe
Anyway, to my buddies, friends, and my family:
i'm really happy and appreciated for your wishings and celebration~~ it did mean a lot for me~~
love you all, guys~~

~"Card giving" ceremony~

~Yummy ~ yummy~ ~Chris and me~

~Yin and me~

~ 4 of us ^^~

Another new blog for me~~

2008-09-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

hi..
due to some reasons, i do another new blog..
so, this is my second blog la..hehe^^
erm... duno what to for my first post in this new blog
haha XD
whatever la.. a very good welcome to those who visit my blog.

To view my previous blog>> http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Swan1989